allmydreams's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- fade into you i just got to school...went to breakfast with my art class at pancake pantry this morning and missed a bunch of class...yummmmm...rosie forgot to tell the school...hmmm i hope i don't get in trouble. i'm still kind of asleep. i'm glad i didn't have to go back to art this morning because i'm really just not inspired about the painting i'm doing right now. there seems to be this pattern going on where i just whip out something i like, then i do something that takes me a long time because i don't like it that much, and then i get inspired again. they all turn out alright, but i hate it when i'm in the process of something i don't care much about. this week has been boring. i haven't had much work so i feel like a slacker even though i'm not behind. on sunday i did the usual routine: church, lunch with fam, hung out with adam and went shopping for some flip flops and sunglasses. adam and i went to the mall and i ran into mills...i read her diary a couple days ago and she wrote something in there that made me kind of happy but also kind of pissed off...she said i had lost a lot of weight and that i looked pretty...well...that's nice and all, but i don't think i really have lost much, if any, weight...i've hovered around a size 8 for oh, 4 years or so...i dunno...i mean it was cool that she said that...but what exactly did she mean anyway? did she used to think i was really fat or was it just some bullshit remark meant to make me feel good about myself because she knew i would read it? maybe i'm overanalyzing here. well anyway...monday and tuesday were spent aeroboxing and not doing much else. i was starting to get kind of sick in the beginning of the week but i upped my vitamin intake and took extra naps and now i'm a-ok. i just said a-ok. hmm. last night i made a lovey-dovey mix tape for adam :) here's the list yo: i'll grow old with you-adam sandler mint car-the cure let's stay together-al green our way to fall-yo la tengo i love you anyways-travis you gave your love to me softly-weezer never tear us apart-inxs luna-smashing pumpkins more than words-extreme parachutes-coldplay the air that i breathe-the hollies you sexy thing-hot chocolate in your eyes-peter gabriel every shining time you arrive-sunny day real estate i only have eyes for you-billie holiday on and on-longpigs love song-the cure mad about you-hooverphonic beautiful one-the cardigans mockingbirds-grant lee buffalo everlong-foo fighters angel-massive attack by starlight-smashing pumpkins well anyway...skip a couple hours...i'm home from school now. today was kind of a waste of time. after i left, we had the "topping out" ceremony for the new library and then liz and i went to the tanning bed (ha ha)...of course i didn't even burn. please don't laugh at me, you don't understand the horrors of "porcelain skin" in a bathing suit when everyone else around you has logged in several hours total at eurotan. after that we went to j. crew, where liz tried on bikinis forever. blahblah. we met up with lizzie, kym and cara for lunch at smooth moves....ran into margaret, which was weird. went back to school, didn't have french class and watch a movie for the first hour of my history block then got to leave half an hour early. i got my test back...89...blah. i thought i did well on it. so now i'm home. i have a meeting at the scene tonight...i just talked to bill and he probably can't come. i don't understand why like half the people i asked to do this are so excited and then the others are damn unreliable flakes. hmmm...oh well it's not my problem. here is what is on my mind: mikey. i said awhile ago that i thought i was thinking about him less...but recently i realized that it has just become second nature to me, so much to the point that i don't notice what i'm doing until i look back at it. and i think i'm being stalked by white mercury sables. i see at least 2 every day. i still wonder why there aren't any mystiques. but now i'm in de-stress mode and i'm not working out today so hah! 9:20 am and 4:10 pm - 2001-03-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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