allmydreams's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you are a song for me to sing music: "dear me" by lush "look at this page which i wrote yesterday / just a selfish expression of beer and depression / and my insecurity so much a part of me / swells up the pages of numerous diaries. humiliations both real and imagined / all lie on this page and stare back at me mocking me / i run away from them push them away from / soon and again they return to embarrass me. lie in my bed and stare up at the ceiling / we live in events of a previous evening / my poor little ego that bruises so easily / fighting my conscience to justify reasons. look in your soul tell me what do you see? / can you honestly say you're completely at ease? / do you believe that your conscience is clean? / well i say you're a liar." 5:55 pm - 2002-05-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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