allmydreams's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- journal of the mental environment i had a good weekend, but i don't feel like writing about it yet. i'm going to be lazy because at last, the premenstrual cramping and bloating have subsided. now only a few days of bleeding to endure, and then i'll be free. fun. this week has been a lot different from weeks past in my college experience...and in a good way, i think. yet i feel somehow disenchanted. last night allison said "i feel like i'm in college right now." i knew what she meant. it was how it's supposed to be. i need to write for some kind of fucking publication. but i don't even know if that's what i want anymore. i was just reading over the scene's "best of nashville" issue and i got kind of nauseous. the writing just seems really...pretentious. maybe i wouldn't have noticed if i hadn't written for them myself. i just think they paint kind of an idealized picture of our city, based on how all their hip, well-informed writers would like it to be. speaking of pretentious, i'm going to go read adbusters now. 6:22 pm - 2002-04-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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