allmydreams's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the state i am in i hate my life. it's really depressing when you look into the mirror and realize you are fat and ugly and worthless...and your face is stained with tears, and your eyes are burning, and you can't even fake a smile. what do you do when the only guy you've ever really cared about goes for your best friend, and your best friend doesn't even understand why your feelings are hurt? what do you do when the only guy you've ever really cared about tells you he thinks all your feelings were shit, and that you never actually cared about him at all? i'm jealous and selfish and immature, but i'm sincere. i don't fucking know what do do. i fucking hate this place...i knew i should have never come home. 11:11 pm - 2002-05-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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