allmydreams's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- blargh in contrast: i just read a bunch of rip's old diary entries. i wish he still wrote in there...well maybe not; it would probably just be a bunch of gwen bullshit. but i miss him liking me and i miss knowing what's going on in his head. i miss having someone think i'm seriously the most amazing person he/she has ever met. i miss last year when we hung out all the time, even after he had started hooking up with gwen. i just wish they weren't together all the fucking time. i feel like even when we do hang out now, we have to stay at a safe distance. like on halloween, he was drunk and kept vaguely flirting with me and touching my leg and stuff, and i kept making gwen comments even though it was innocent. merrr but what was even worse is that when i wanted to go home, he had me drop him off at gwen's place. ugh. i seem to have done a great job in fucking up my two best friendships in the past year. hegqkweryugory!!!!! merrr. 1:48 am - 2002-11-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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