allmydreams's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- calender hung itself hmmm. so i think i've come to the realization that i can never be sexy. hah at least not like the hoed out girls at tulagi tonight. i just don't feel normal, or "right", shaking my ass in front of a bunch of random people...hah but i did get stared down by a couple of skanks and also thoroughly molested by berto, raf, and alika. hehe but then they made fun of me because i was the only girl not dancing. merrr. oh yeah. speaking of "merrr"...i was tapped on the shoulder tonight and turned around only to see luke...who i didn't quite recognize at first...the guy i met/made out with at this random party and then later had a slightly awkward situation with once i was sober... mmm i really like my aikido class. heh i dragged rip to step/bodysculpting last night too...it was very funny to see him try to get all of the "moves". tonight after we worked out we went to the hill and i bought a beautiful work of, um, "glass art"...if you know what i mean...i hope to put it to good use this weekend if rip could just get some damn weed. blahblah. i made an ass of myself a minute ago when i was going to my room...some guys were in the lounge looking at a copy of tolstoy's confession (which we have to read for tomorrow for philosophy and religion) and i was like "oh are you in philosophy and religion? isn't that book amazing?" and they just kind of looked at me funny and they all said they hadn't started it. hmmm oh well. goddamnit i'm not satisfied right now. cyrus kauewrfhqweiuhieurf merrrr. need new solid relationship. argh. on a more depressing note, some girl in kitt west hung herself on sunday...very fucked up, very fucked up. the less occupied i am, the more i fear death. mmmm. 2:00 am - 2002-01-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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